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today i fucked up alot
i need my friends to help me start being really nice again because lately my confidence boost has made me do things that make me feel like a dick
i don't have many friends that i look up to morally
TWO(DEVIANTART, at peak of being dumb and unhappy)
IM SAD & haven't felt like drawing in a while
also i can't make music good!!!
also i am a dumb teenager so i just listen to music when im sad and fat!!!
i ruined a friends life and i iam fucking up my own and i have no time omg
i need to grow a vagina and write an experimental poem about it
also can you imagine me layin on my bed and crying into it and all over my arm i did that today ok
i sure haven't cried like this in a long time
so i am better now but i sure haven't solved any problems yet! problems that i didn't even do a very good job at explaining up there!